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Thursday, June 2, 2011

Needed Space..working in square canvas/ panel

I've read so much recently...just really getting into the grit of my undergraduate college career as an artist and have really been moved by the concept that the process of art making is as simple as addition and subtraction.  Its mark making and the rendering of my subconscious and worldly issues, experiences, and thoughts on panel.  Its the window into my life, my soul.  I've decided that here on out I will work in square format.  It removed the automatic decision of my audience that my work should be horizontal or vertical.  I am really working at allowing the viewer to feel as though he or she can reach into or walk into the window of my mind.  I've been moved by the work of Hyunmee Lee and Jean-Michele Basquiat, hence the square format and mark making aspect and the freedom to make marks in an almost childish way and resort to works and phrases also.  I feel as though I am really growing as an artist, and as a result of the meditative experience, I am growing as an individual.  My REALM series has really been growing, or should I say, evolving and becoming stronger in my effort to put myself in my work. 


"Realm 3 (Premature Autopsy)
D.LAMAR 2011
48" x 48"


Saturday, May 21, 2011

Black Art or Black Artist

 I ran into someone today that saw my most recent painting, "Realm 2" and made the statement: "Oh wow, thats really nice, I really like Black Art"..I guess my question is, why is my work still being classified as "Black Art"? I really don't even like to use the color black in my paintings often, I like a real deep violet. I mean yeah, I'm a Black Artist by root...but I never knew my subconscious had a color.



"Realm 2"
D.LAMAR 2011
6ft x 4ft
now placed on display today at L'Jua's Bar and Grill in Albany, Ga


Thursday, May 19, 2011

Friday, April 22, 2011

Recollections and Review

Recently I have been having a lot of dreams involving my family and friends, more so lost memories.  I had a dream the other day where I go a chance to go back in time and speak with my mother who passed away when I was 12.  All the while, I conversed and got to see her from other peoples' perspectives and also remembered asking her questions about how she raised me as a baby.  I don't remember any of the questions, but the majority of the imagery in the dream is still very vivid now.  I even saw my old neighbor, someone who was like an aunt to me, as she warned me of the dangers of crossing the street and not looking both ways.  Ironcally, my grandmother just spoke with her a few days ago.  This dream really fueled 2 pieces I just completed in sculpture and design 2 class.  At first I was a little skeptical about them because they were sort of rushed, but now that they are complete and have been seen by others, their opinions and commentaries on the pieces put me at ease.  Its funny how my mind works and how a simple opinion can make or break an attitude. 

A lot of my inspiration has been coming from the works of figurative and abstract artists like Harry Ally, Gustav Klimt, Egon Schiele, and Manuel Neri, but still stemming from lost memories, patterns that really interest me, and relationships lost.  I feel that by me addressing these issues head on in my paintings and sculptures, I am getting closer the peace and clarity that I know is still not going to be attained until I move on from this PLACE in my life.  By PLACE, I am giving no set location, but really just a short/brief period of my life.  There is still a lot of uncertainty and fog that lingers and I know I just have to keep moving through it to find an alternate path.  I guess its just a part of growing up.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

WORK WORK AND HUSTLE

Since Sunday I have been really working on quite a few projects for people; many of which I have NO interest in tagging my name on to.  Its hitting me that this lifestyle choice of mines does include projects for people that may not be highly favored on my end, but hey, honestly...I need the money.  Things are tight around here, but ideas are still in abundance for my own projects.  I'm just really bogged down and yes it is wearing on me one day at a time....but once its all over, I can really sit down and finish the semester off. 

Right now though, I have to get these sketches done and my model (Tanisha) is not here so guess what that means.......SELF PORTRAiT NIGHT WITH GRAPHITE!!! YAY!!!!

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

More Lead to my next show

I'm back to working, and I have projects among projects among projects to do.  Many of the type I WILL NOT be doing any more ie: logos, designs, so on and so forth because its getting quite time consuming.

Since I have been looking for inspiration for next show, I've been looking at the Rennaissance, especially the High Rennaissance for ideas.  I want everything in gold though, a material that I feel is symbolic of legend, legacy, and fame.  I also came across the satyrical story of Michelangelo's "Last Judgement" fresco which was a very interesting read.

The Last Judgement



"The Last Judgment is a fresco by Michelangelo on the altar wall of the Sistine Chapel in Vatican City. It took four years to complete and was executed from 1537 to 1541. Michelangelo began working on it three decades after having finished the Sistine Chapel ceiling.



The work is massive and spans the entire wall behind the altar of the Sistine Chapel. It is a depiction of the second coming of Christ and the apocalypse. The souls of humans rise and descend to their fates, as judged by Christ surrounded by his saints.



The Last Judgment was an object of a heavy dispute between Cardinal Carafa and Michelangelo: the artist was accused of immorality and intolerable obscenity, having depicted naked figures, with genitals in evidence, inside the most important church of Christianity, so a censorship campaign (known as the "Fig-Leaf Campaign") was organized by Carafa and Monsignor Sernini (Mantua's ambassador) to remove the frescoes. When the Pope's own Master of Ceremonies, Biagio da Cesena, said "it was mostly disgraceful that in so sacred a place there should have been depicted all those nude figures, exposing themselves so shamefully," and that it was no work for a papal chapel but rather "for the public baths and taverns," Michelangelo worked Cesena's face into the scene as Minos, judge of the underworld (far bottom-right corner of the painting) with Donkey ears (i.e. indicating foolishness), while his nudity is covered by a coiled snake. It is said that when Cesena complained to the Pope, the pontiff joked that his jurisdiction did not extend to hell, so the portrait would have to remain.[1]



The genitalia in the fresco were covered 24 years later (when the Council of Trent condemned nudity in religious art) by the artist Daniele da Volterra, whom history remembers by the derogatory nickname "Il Braghettone" ("the breeches-painter"). In the painting, Michelangelo does a self portrait depicting himself as St. Bartholomew after he had been flayed (skinned alive). This is reflective of the feelings of contempt Michelangelo had for being commissioned to paint "The Last Judgement".[2] The figure of St. Bartholomew depicts the satirist and erotic writer Pietro Aretino who had tried to extort a valuable drawing from Michelangelo."




I was also intrigued by the Palace of Versailles (especiually since Murakami's work was featured there).